ILLIEY AND ME(before the acne lived on my popopopoker face =,=)

ILLIEY AND ME(before the acne lived on my popopopoker face =,=)
the RATU KEBAYAn

the only me :)

the only me :)
:P

Friday, December 31, 2010

new year!

what should i say. hmmm...
GOOD BYE 2010,, WELCOME 2011
let bygones be bygone. let the time pass. let go all the things u hate n u love,
just let it go.
let it go.

ape wishlist tahun 2011 ni iye?
1) saya akan jadi fatin haniff yang kuat n tabah
2) saya kena pulun belajar,, dekan2.. :P
3)saya tidak mahu boros2.
4) saya lupakan anda. amin.
5) saya carik kawan banyak2
6)kehidupan ni x seindah yg kita impikan, kdg2 kita di atas, kdg2 di bawah, kdg2 kita penting, dan kdg2 kita dibuang begitu je, kdg2 kita berjaya, kdg2 kita gagal.. saya da rasa semua.. Allah mengetahui kesemuanya, i believe in qada' n qadar.
7) Allah menghapuskan apa jua yg dikehendakinya.
8) berusaha bersungguh semoga diberkati allah.
9) saya xkn jadi jahat, saya akan jadi lebih baik. xmau3 jht.
10) xmau3 jerawat lagi. hehe



sbnrnye i ade cerita nk story mory,, tp , i xjdk nk kluakn skrg... klo bnde ni xhenti2 saketkn aty i, so, i akn cerita, dr a smpai z beb.. xkn tertinggal 1 pon.. insyaallah...
:)
ada owg xsuke saya senyum,, sbb dia suke maki2 ..
jauhkn owg itu dr saya, n sahabat2 saya. amin

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

SAY NO TO SMOKE!

dlm byk2 hal kt dunia ni,,, ade la beberape yg aq xsuke,,
tp yg plg2 ramai tidak disukai ialah manusia yg merokok.
bkn xsuka owg tu,, (aq ok je gn wan malik, haha),, cuma xsuke bila mereka ye, merelakan ye, paru2 mereka dimasuki asap rokok ye, yg sememangnye berbau hampeh(for me) dan skali gus ye, menyebabkn kehadiran ye, kehadiran ape, iaitu kehadiran penyakit2 berbahaya.. :)

masih ingatkah anda kepada iklan angkat jari teluntuk n jari antu,, rapatkn, gerakkan kekiri, kanan n kiri.. katakan tidak kepada asap rokok..?? hahaha.. kental seyh kempen ni... tp masih rmai yg nk esap rokok..
aq xkesah la ko nk esap 1 carton sehari pon xpe,, tp owg yg aq syg ni phm2 la,, ko nk mampos awal, jgn la berjanji nk sehidop semati gn aq.. menyusahkn aq je , mane tw xsmpai umo 25 ko da kne kanser, xke menyusahkn aq nk kne jage ko,, pdhl penyakit tu kowg yg crk sndwi.. ataupon,, mane taw, kaki ko kene potong.. dlm usia muda, ko piki aq rela ke nk jadik kaki ko,, da la esap rokok x egt aq,, da susa nk susahkn aq.. haha,, emo ni, emo! :)  makanya,, setiap kali nk esap rokok tu,, pikir la, aty n perasaan manusia2 yg rapat gn kowg,, pikir la kesan n akibatnya.. tolong la, jgn bila kaki da xd, baru nk brlakon nanges2 mnx simpati n minx maap kt owg2 yg sygkn kowg.. x seronok pon... xde epy ending pon.. haha.. 

Kedua, kbykn penghisap rokok ni, dowg da esap lame da , dulu2 agy, slalunye drjh 6, xpon mase lower form,, yg lampi skit mase upper form or lepas tu,, tp yg macho itu juga la tetap pada non-smokers, lalala~
okie, back to the point, : mana ampa dpt duit nk beli rokok tu weyh sdgkn masa tu ampa sume skolah,, ampa wat part time cuci tndas skola ka?  sumber utama yg tidak dapat di sangsikan adalah daripada pama(papa n mama) . kowg piki senang ke bekerja,, mudah ke nk dpt duit, sng2 je kowg bakar...klo da kje bwo smoke,, xpela,, ekot anda la,, rasa xdpt nk budget duit, sila la ke akpk(kami sedia membantu perbelanjaan anda)....sian mak ayah,, tanggung duit blaja,, tanggung duit mkn minum,, plus tanggung rokok yg merbahaya untuk kesihatan.. nta2 dowg gak kena tangggung kowg bila kowg sakit tenat diserang tut tut(blur) .. ahhh.. anda buat saya sedih.. rasa nak nanges.. (in fact im stil in my poker face.)

sudahla,,, beta penat bertaip2,, beta pon xtw la, same ade beta patot teruskn ataupun berhenti..tapi yg pasti beta da berhenti berharap untuk berkawan dgn seorang manusia ini.. sebab itu beta tulis benda ni.. cerita ini berdasarkan kisah sebenar. maapla klo manusia2 marah ayat kejam beta,, tp beta xkesa.. lalala~~


MAAP YE  NI CITE VERSI AQ,, KLO XSUKE IDEOLOGI NI, SILA BUAT ENDING SENDWI.. :)

Friday, December 3, 2010

I JUZ CANT REMEMBER WHO AM I

I AM BLANK NOW...
TOTALLY...
NO JOKE........
TIME.......
DONT LET ME DYING
DYING IN THE HALL
TOMORROW...

NOW,
I NEED TO STAY UP
TO COVER UP EVERYTHING,
EVERY SINGLE THINGS,
EVERY WORDS...

GAMBATE DESU ARDENT!

sIgH!

ouh my...i feel so so hectic now, totally hectic, damn tired,.
how on earth i am going to say..
i do have 1 more paper to go.. its structure.
Materials Structure and Properties... EBT207
oh,, i m damn tired now,
i have to go through all notes..
still, not finish learning. still studying... and still still not understand..
great fatin haniff.. welldone... great..
thats what u get when u let ur sleeps win....
Argh.... Grrr...Grrrr
owh. i think, i should stop now.
i have too,
pen off.

SO SWEET :)

 Boy: ABC


Girl: huh?!


Boy: Always Be Careful


Girl: ahh. and then?


Boy: DEFG


Girl: what?


Boy: Don’t Ever Forget Girl


Girl: forget that?


Boy: i’m H,I.


Girl: huh?


Boy: Happily Inlove


Girl: so?


Boy: JKLM


Girl: and what is that suppose to mean?


Boy: Just Keep Loving Me.


Girl: so how about? NOPQRSTUVWXYZ?


Boy: (stop and think)


Boy: No Other Person Quite Reasonable Shall Treat U Very Well Xceptme,


You’ll Zee!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

WAN MALIK JAHAT !!!!!!!

entry yg mengancam x?
amacam wan malik,, okie x???
I WROTE THIS SPECIAL TO YOU..
entry nni tntg ko la~!! CheWAh!!!!!!! hahaha :P

ini budak x jht pon... saje je bikin chaOs kt cni.. xde hal kn? hehe
wan malik,
disebabkn ko ABANG kn,, so aq x sampai aty nk buat ape yg aq ckp kt ko,, nk maki2, cARUT2 kt ko... hehehehehheheeh......
yes, i am the owner of diz beloG, but i m only the paSsIve writer,
not so often to write2, type2, bizi la wit my life(konon.. tido je byk, haha)..
by the way.. to be honest..

wan malik ni xbg aq maki2 dia,, so
i promote him la,, amacam wan malik??
okie???
heheheheheeh


this man (in diz picture)
inilah wan malik (IZRULIZWAN)...
ini budak ma, suda buka belog saya,,, cite2 balek dpn saya..tp xpe,,
saya mempeymeskan anda..
ahahhaha
p/s: jgn mrh ye wan malik,, aq gurau2 je.. :P

Saturday, November 27, 2010

kau, aq, dan kamu

mase ni berlalu kejap je,,, rasenye baru smlm daftar masuk sem ni,, aleh2 da final.. hehehe(AYAT XLEYH BLA) ... ni entry tntg HOUSEMATE..
sem ni mmg terbaek la,, HOUSEMATE sye semuanya geng2 bahan, 1 course .. classmates beb..gn geng2 yg kite ngam.. hhuhuhuhu
ade 5 owg xtermasuk aq...
1) my dearest rumet: MAZLIZA MARZUKI :)
  anda adalah seorang rumet yang baik, xsuke tido petang,, ishk3 rugi.. suke mendengar saya membebel.. duduk belakang saya dlm finals,,name dekat2 kowt.. huhu.. n yg paling penting.. saya sayang anda! cayalah jijaji!!

2) AIN JAYA..
 si kecix ni mmg,, dlm uma bwo taw keKEPOHaan dirinya.. hua7...she's not single n not available.. chewah....mak nenek ni suke beli cardigan bnyk2... aq pon mushkil.. aleh2 smpai pos,,BELI ONLINE BEB...
hahahahahaha... tp xpe,, 2 b honest...  i do like ur cardigans.. its cute n pretty2 lah!!!!

3) ATHIRAH ELEYAS
 ni anak manja ni la yg melenakan tido mlm ku,, hua7... thanks 4 buying me a veli2 comfort pillow... hahahahahahaa... first time guna twos tido xbangun2 beb,... ahahahhaha... not 4get,,, tira is the main sponsors tupperware n foods for this house.. hahahahah,,, pity u tira, have to feed anak2 beruang.. OPS...

4)NURAINA MAINOR
ni kapla uma kami,, kakak sulung beb,, ahahaha,, dia la ketua chef, dia la maid tibe2,dia la driver, dia la sgale2 nye,n dia jugak yg aja den masak..., huhuh...cyg kak aina mainor.. xlame agy dia nk jdk makcek taw.. :)

5) NORHAYANTI
ni kakak tp kecix. hahahaa, wlaupun kecix tp cerdik.. bahaye ini budak. hahahaa... klo boleh skg gak aq nk dia kawen, ehem2, :) tp tuan bdn nk abes bja kn...brg2 net ni sume comel2,, sikat comel, cermin comel,, semua la comel2,, :)

I LOVE U MY HOUSMATES!!!!!!!!! <3

owh final..

today's post is in malay..:ni brkaitan dgn final yg sedang mengganggu gugat hidupku... sesak napas ble nk melangkah masuk dewan...
longlai bile tgk soalan2 paper QUALITY CONTROL... mak aih... thankz lecturer,, ckp hint laen,, kua laen.. terbaek anda.. SIX SIGMA tu ape,,, adeih.... ISO MANAGEMENT REVIEW ke ape ke sume da di satukan n berterabur.. makanya... gugurlah satu impian nak score A(konon) tok paper ni... :(

seterusnya ialah ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 3,,alhamdulillah boleh la,, sikit... sikit la,, kang over confident dpt rendah cmne... redha n tawaqal je la... semoga dpt la membantu sbb QC da down abes. serves u right tenep!

then,   OPSS!,, kelmarin,, adalah paper UNI. ENGLISH.. haha,, ni melenguhkan tangan kaki n pungkoq...
mlm td til now i m still suffering this sakit..dimana punggung n kaki anda sakit stelah lama duduk di atas kerusi,, so i have 2 bring a soft pillow to put on the chair 4 the next 3 papers.. :)

  ape agy yg xjwb ye???? owh...ETHNICS, ELECTRONICS n STRUCTURE...
nantikan komen2 celoteh membebelku.. hahahahaha

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

raya 2010! full of happiness :)

second day raya at singapore

second day raya at singapore
 
                                                               first raya at johor bahru

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

sem 1 tahun 2

tahun ni AGAK DASAT dr tahun lps, sem ni budak2 x-dip masuk join kuliah ktwg..
mereka ok cume akn berlaku HANGEN BADAN bile buat REPORT..
punye la liat nk buat,, aiseh tuhan je taw.. hahahahah,, yg terasa tu nasib ler!!! :)
btw,,, sem ni bg dn ler,, agak susah sbb byk leka n mALAS.. ya saya MALAS!
kena plak test 1 math aritu soalan 2 kaw2 xingat cara nk buat,, mmg terbaek la markah nanti,, elak dpt terok abes je,, huhu

mcm2 yg menjengkelkn n menceriakan yg berlaku sem ni,,
$ ade yg den rase cm nk BUNUH,, bia kamu jgn hidup lagi,, hahahhaa
mcm2 kn mereka,, bunguksz!!!!
$ ade plak yg yg maken rapat gn den,, coursemate,, bile dok serumah, da cm hawam,,, perangai masing2 sbijik cm tinggal kt tampoi,, KLAS gitu! AHAKZ! huhu
$ ade yg semakin mengada2,, kjp nk carik gado,, kejap baik,, huhu,, sengal namenye
$ ade yg egt den ni brutal, hek eleh,, pkai selipar g kuliah je bai,, slh ke,,??? huhu
$ ade yg kate den itu la, ini lah,, hah, ngumpat n puja la byk2 ,, den dpt pahala beb.. huhu

citer no 2:
sejak duduk serumah gn coursemate ni, i da belajar masak,, maht!! aq da pandai masak beb!!! hua7
msk bubur,, haha,, masak sambal, dowg buat tomyam,, n my kerja tetap buat air,,
air teh,, ala bancuh2 ni den suka buat..:)
tp kecah sekampung bile 1 ary,, AINA MAINOR,SAYA n NORHAYANTI "buat baik" goreng ikan masin,, mak aih,, da la uma sbla jln utama , dpn blok atm tu.. haha.. goreng siang2 ary,, lalat dtg dari semua pelusuk lubang kt uma,, kt tingkap, bwh pintu uma,, mane2 celah nta,, sekelip mate,, uma den penoh gn lalat ,, cila** nye lalat,, huhu. da mmg bau ikan masin kuat kn,, mashkool abez la, huhu,, ptg sikit den bukak fb,, jiran den post kt wall.. "tenep, ko msk ikan masin ape,, bau weyh".. to SYAFI SYAMSUDIN.. sowi yer,, aq xtw yg ko puase ari tu,, maap ler da menggangu gugat napsu makan ko,, seb baek ko xlari dtg makan uma aq twos time tu,, ahahahahha

citer no 3:
sempena puasa yg mulia ni,, napsu mkn pon menjadi2,, tahap gaban la wa ckp lu..
so my coursemates n i planned to break fast at kuala perlis .. da mmg jadik kn,, g la 11 owg naek 2 kete.. kete kak AINA DIRA n agy 1 kete sewa SUKSIS.. menu makanan kami adalah nasi putih, kerang bakar, ikan bakar, ikan steam, khailan ikan masin, tomyam campur, sotong goreng, tu je kowt,, lupe dah,, teruja kn,, teruja kn,,, byk kn,, mmg superb la,, masing2 makan lupa diri,, i da blasa kerang mmg byk la,, da pinggan kerang dpn mata,,, n tq to MAZLIZA MARZUKI belanja air fresh orange n tembikai juice tok kitowg,, huhu
mlm itu berlalu dgn bahagia,, pas mkn g tgkp gamba,, mane bowling,, alahai seronok xterkata weyh,, huhuhu
TETAPI!
keesokan ary nye,, saya n mazliza ade VIVA gn en arip kt pejabat en arip (muhibah).. so kena bgon pagi,, mase kol 7 tu,, aq gn maz da gilir2 masuk toilet,, adeiyh,, laen mcm je pewot ni,,, tp kami gagahi juga ke muhibah mcm xde pape,, tetapi lagi.. masa viva perotku  bernyanyi2 riang,, kuat plak tu,, malu je,, smcm kosong je pdhal smlm da mkn kaw2 kn,,, kua je lg bilik en wan arep.. aq n maz masing2 mengadu "tenep, perut aq saket" aq pon same la,, camtu gak la dialog aq, huhu..
ngadu gn port la plak kt parking motor,,,da mcm2 la pastu,, di pendekkan citer..kol 10 ade kulia QUaliTY CONTROl... kol 1o aq n maz masuk letak beg,, duduk xsmpai spuluh minit kitwg kluar,, part ni best wo,, smpai abes kulia pon ktwgxmasok2 klas,, sejam bertapa kt toilet,, diarhoooooaaaaaaaa.. hahaha
bkn kami berdua je rmai lg yg g mkn tu kne CB(cirit birit) jugak.. haha,, da la petang tu masing2 balek kampung,, balek raya termasuk la den... azab betul khamis tu... da la saket perot,, aq n maz lg kne tinggal bus nk balik kolej kediaman,, da tu tunggu punye tunggu last2 ktwg  naek bus g kangar n naek teksi balek WANG BULU! tragis kn,, smpai kt wang bulu ,, kitwg twos g jumpe doktor,, setelah dinasihati , maka kami serumah pon berbuka puasa(except AIN JAYA n ATHIRAH ELEYAS) tok mkn ubt CB n teh pekat,, pastu masing2 da pulih sikit..sikit la,,, hahah... sgt memorable story ni.. huhu

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i m back again,,
so selamat hari raya kpd sesiapa yg mengenali  saye..
maaf zahir batin (^_^)
terlalu byk yg nk di story moli kn,
tp xde mase ,, bizi beb!!!! huhuhu

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Shahir Kebahagian Dalam Perpisahan




                                               

Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata

Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka

Kau dan daku sudah tiada

Keserasian di jiwa

Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang





Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi

Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini

Bila setiap perbincangan

Menjadi perbalahan

Manakah agaknya cinta pasti



Chorus:



Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum

Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh

Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria

Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur



Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata

Semakin lama oh semakin rekah

Menimbulkan tanya, apa mungkin kita

Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan..



Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan

Ku dah cukup menampung selautan

Begitu lama ku pendam

Tapi hanya berdiam

Kerna cuba menafi realiti



(ulang chorus)



Kebahagiaan.. dalam perpisahan..

Monday, June 28, 2010

in pieces

telling me to go,but hands beg me to stay..


your lips say that you love,your eyes say that you hate...

....

you promised me the sky,then tossed me like a stone...

you wrap me in your arms,and chill me to the bone...



there's truth in your lies,doubt in your faith...

all i've got's what you didnt take...



so i...

i wont be the one,be the one to leave this...

in pieces...



and you...

you will be the one,alone with all your secrets...

and regrets...

dont lie...



by maht nakamura

Saturday, June 26, 2010

gaduh ye?

assalamualaikum...
betul la ape yg mak kate.. bercinta 2 xsemestinye serasi bersama, bahagia hanya smentara..
bile da lame bersama, mula la bercanggah kate,

kao kate a, aq kate, hey b la,
kao kata setia, aq kate pedulik hape, curang je la,
kao kate bizi, aq kate aq tgh free ni,,
  
kn2, masing2 penuh dgn rasa kecewa n sebal d dada, cewah...
masing2 punye alsan knape mereka begitu..
"kecewakah aq"
"ap slh aq"

mereka akn tros bertanya2...dan bertanya lg..
cinta 2 dipandang sepi..
bak bunga layu da berkurun x disirami..
owh x lupa juga..
janji2 sumpah setia pon berguguran layu D PUSARA..
hahahaha

maka mula lah berkumandang lagu tema LAGENDA BDK SETAN, 
BILA CINTA! (lgu ni sgt bes.. i like! tgk kt bwh2 blog ni ade video lgu ni, versi male n female)
.......................................................................
salah paham yg terjadi ni akn mencetuskn kepada 2 pengakhiran..

yang pertama: bile masing2 da hangin thp karma, slh menyalahi mesti ade,
contoh ayt, 
A: "ko wt aq cmni apsal?"
B: "apsal apenye? ko 2 yg asek kco aq, kn aq da kate aq bizi, ko xphm2 bahase kew"
A: "ko 2 yg asek bizi memanjang, ko perdana menteri kew!"
B: "sudahla, aq da xphm n da mls nk lyn kerenah ko! g MATI la kao!"
A:"ok.FINE. ko pon g MAMPOS la!!!!! ade aq kesah sgt gn ko!!!"

see.. 
A n B berselisih phm yg KRITIKAL..dan mereka xdpt nk mencapai kata sepakat tok berbaik pulih dan bersame agy.. antara mereka da xde ape nk dikatakn sbb mereka xmeluahknnye sebetul2nye..
asek ikot kate hati n hangin d kepala, (cm aq s panas baran :p)
so jdkla cm artis yg putus cinta gn artis gak,
alasannye, KAMI TIADA PERSEFAHAMAN...
ewah2, ko dA usung ank dara 2 ke hulu hilir, da x mnt ko ludah je ea!
hahahaha, i EMO plak, almk terlebey sudah!


yang kedua: masing2 tgh hangin tapi meluahkn ape yg terbuku d dada, so apekah ending nye??
contoh ayat :
A:"okie, i tw 2 slh i, tp u pon tlong la phm perasaan i , pliz"
B:"baiklah, i pon minx maap k, jdk perdana menteri mmg bizi BANYAK. u kena bja bersabar ye"
A: "baiklah, i cube tok bersabar, 4giv me syg?"
B: "I wil 4giv u, ok, blaja la bersabar tw"

see...
mereka dpt mencapai kata sepakat malah berbaik kembali setelah sekian lame bermsm muka, perang dingin yg bertaon2 lamenye,, hahahahah, tp kn mesti la dowg ni gado balek kn,, 
biaselah, sedangkn lidah lagi tergigit..
arap2 berkekalan la jodoh mereka, ^^v

.............................................................................

makanya, amat TIPU lg KUANG ASAM la klo ade manusia kate kami xpernah bergadoh pon..
haaa, 2 maknanye dia bercinta gn pokok n tunggul la, so dia je yg btul sbb pokok mne mnyahut,, muahahahah

so as the conclusion,
1) setiap yg terjadi 2 ade penyelesaian nye, kena blaja bersabar ye anak2 terutama kepada taiko 
   hangen  = TENEP  ..
2) jgn la asek nk pentingkn diri sendwi, egt skg ni awak 2 kne jage aty yg agy 1,,
3) bg yg koat nanges 2, jgn asek nangis, t xterluah kata2 dr mlot 2, asek kesat hingus je..
4)klo betul2 da xley nk bersama, tinggalkn je, tp jgn la gn cara maki hamun kn,,
 doakn yg terbaek tok mereka, semooge mereka jumpa jodoh yg terbaek malah u pon jumpa jodoh yg    terbaik, amin..
5) sayangilah mereka seadanya, klo cinta bilang cinta, jangan benci bilang cinta, t menyesal beb... haha
6) the objective of making this post was achieved..
thats all 4 today,tenqiu
wassalam...


Friday, June 25, 2010

football fever

Tsamina mina, eh eh



Waka waka, eh eh


4 tahun sekali,
demam bola datang lagi,
bagi peminat bola, ini sudah tentu bagos,
masing2 ade pasukan pilihan, including me,
go germany go! haha

naseb baek sye xde d stadium bola sepak itu,
kalau x kompem i da pekak asek denga bunyi vuvuzuela je,
doktor pon da sahkn bunyi 2 memekakkan telinga
para pemain pon mesti trganggu xdpt denga bunyi wisel pengadil,

bercerita pasal pengadil, ade pengadil dari malaysia,
kami bangga anda ade di sane, huhu
tp ade gak pengadil asek tiop wisel je,
ramai yg kena kad kuning, tp i x ingat team ape yg lawan time 2, huhu

i dedicate diz song to all of u!

Tsamina mina, eh eh



Waka waka, eh eh


Tsamina mina zangalewa


Anawa a a


Tsamina mina, eh eh


Waka waka, eh eh


Tsamina mina zangalewa


This time for Africa

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Seize The Day (A7X)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, 
too many people to ache over.
 
.....
 
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, 
holding you till our time is done
We both know the day will come, 
but I don't want to leave you
 
.....
 
I see my vision burn
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
A melody, a memory, or just one picture
.....
So what if I never hold you near? Or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see 
I beg don't leave me
 
(Lyrics originally from A7X)
 
From,
 
The Obvious
...........  

DESPAIR by MAHT NAKAMURA

it what makes us deny all thing that is what u are...

it feels like there is no where to go...

it makes u feel down and uncertain of the things to come...

it will make you feel not confident of yourself

and you'll start to doubt the things you do...

it what makes you feel like you don't have a place to go,

to comfort your heart...

Despair will always make you feel bad towards yourself

and it what pulls you down from what you wanted to achieve..

always remember who you are,

the good things that you have done to yourself in lfe

and to everyone around...

be confident of what you do...

and always pray to god for blessings,

it is in your faith that will guide you in the correct path of your life

and it is the one and only cure to cleanse DESPAIR in your heart..

Never Let This Go

Maybe if my heart stops beating,
it wont hurt this much,
And never will i have to,
answer again to anyone,
........

One day you'll get sick of,
saying that everything's alright,
And by then i'm sure i'll be pretending,
just like i am tonight,
Please don't get me wrong,

Because i'll never let this go,
but i can't find the words to tell you,
I don't want to be alone,
but now i feel like i don't know you,


from,
the Obvious
..................

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Period pain

sye seorang yg mngalami mslh period pain a.k.a senggugut yg MELAMPAO,,,smpai 1 thp da xthn sgt, xley gerak, mcm2 kwn2 kt matrik bg ubat, muntah, hanik pjok mkn ubt n roti lg, muntah twos beb,,, las2 panggil warden n warden bwk g ospital, dpt 2 injections kt punggung i yg comey ni twos okie,, tp seksa nk balek dok dlm kete, sng cite xley dodok, saket,, huhu kena gelak gn kawan2 1 hal, "kowg egt aq wt lawak sarkas hape", huhu,, to miranas, yan, arep, hanik, maht,, kowg mmg saje kenakn aq kn, haha...
da cm owg nk beranak pon ade gak sakitnye, hahahahah
makanye, stiap kali nk period da kne ready gn ubat thn sakit,,
2 pon kne slalu tukar2 ubt, sbb bila smpai mase, bdn ni da xley nk mkn ubt 2, muntah balik n twos muntah2,,
its normal 4 me k.
mcm biasa, bg yg senasib spt sye da tw btape azabnye period pain ni,, kdg2 wse cm nk cmpak keluar je rahim ni ,,
shuh2!! g saket jaoh2!!!,,
tp xley kn,, dasat tol,,
satu hari sye nmpak kt iklan tb,, jenama petani, ubat tok mghilangkn senggugut terok , keputihan n bla3,, brkesankah???
ade plak yg kate pad herba 2 bgos tok owg2 cm i, KELASS GITU,, haha
da nak beli da mase 2, tp kawan sye ain jaya kate, according 2 her fwen's story,
pad 2 cm tarik kua sume sisa2 drh dr rahim  kite,,, adoi, saket BODOH!
sye yg penakot ni twos cancel beli pad 2,, cowi makcik, i xjdk beli, tkot nk pakai...
so, i search kat tenet tntg saket i yg comey ni...
APAKAH ITU SENGGUGUT?


Penyakit senggugut (PMS) merupakan himpunan simptom fizikal, psikologi, dan emosi yang berkait dengan kitaran haid wanita. Dianggarkan kebanyakan wanita pada usia boleh mengandung (child-bearing age) (sekitar 80 peratus) mempunyai sebahagian simptom PMS,[1] the official definition limits the scope to having symptoms of "sufficient severity to interfere with some aspects of life".[2] Simptom sedemikian biasanya boleh dijangka dan berlaku secara tetap semasa dua minggu sebelum haid. Biasanya simptom mungkin hilang sebelum atau selepas permulaan aliran haid.Bagi sesetengah wanita dengan PMS, simptom amat teruk sehingga mereka dianggap melumpuhkan. Bentuk PMS ini mempunyai nama psychiatric tersendiri: Penyakit senggugut teruk (premenstrual dysphoric disorder) (PMDD).Dalam kegunaan, ringkasan PMS difahami secara meluas di Amerika Syarikat (dan negara lain, sebagai contoh Australia) sebagai merujuk kepada kesukaran dikaitkan dengan haid, dan ringkasan ini digunakan secara kerap malah dalam kedudukan biasa atau tidak formal, tanpa terikat dengan ketegasan perubatan. Dalam konteks ini, sindrom jarang dirujuk tanpa ringkasan, dan konotasi rujukan adalah lebih meluas berbanding istilah perubatan.


MACAM MANE RASA SENGGUGUT NI?
a)saket kt belakang pinggang,, urat2 sume menegang.
b) saket kt bhgian bwh perot,, cm nk putus da urat2 ni
c) kaki lengoh2,,'
d) bdn berpeloh2 n xley kena sejok
e) muntah2, muntah la semua yg kita mkn, rugi beb, haha
f)xley thn , static saket, baring bentuk udang kew, terlentang kew, sume x mujarab, erti kate laen, hampeh
g)xley nk tidokn diri, xkn tido la, da saket sgt kn, mencucuk perot ni,,,
h) brmcm2 lagi brgantung pd senggugut setiap individu :)


BAGAIMANA CARA NK MENGATASI SENGGUGUT?


1) dlm satu kajian mengatakn, pratus owg yg da kawen kena senggugut cuma 26.67% berbanding yg lom kawen iaitu 76.33%...so sye kena kawen cepat2 la ye?? hahahahahah


2)Kalau kena "period pain", the best way utk diamalkan adalah di mana isi air panas dalam botol (sebaiknye botol kaca), then tuamkan (gelekkan) atas perut... buat pelan2 sebab panas sikit.. tapi mmg berkesan...


   kalau nak makan menstrual tu boleh tapi tak berapa elok utk jangka masa panjang...
  (i copy paste dr tenet),
  okie, sye da cube buat, tp xjln langsung, lh mnyebabkn pewot sye lg saket, gile2 , las2 tln obat jugak..


3) HURIX'S KAPSUL UNTUK SAKIT SENGGUGUT (6'S x 1)
   RM5.50
   Description
   Traditionally used to relieve menstrual pain, joints pain, to regulate menstruation & headache.
gambar dye xdpt nk upload,cowi, haha

4) ade doa khas dr ayat al-quran, Al-quran merupakan 1 mukjizat dn ini adlh sebahagian cara penawar sakit,, by penawar.com (rawatan al-quran dan asma' al-husna)

okielah, sampai disini dlo, pape prkembangan trbaru tntg penyakit ni, akn sye btw later, wassalam...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

lumrah hidup

kdg2 manusia ni alpa n leka bila da mmiliki satu kelebihan ataupun  kepercayaan,
bila berjaya sikit, da dijunjung satu kampung, dijadikn idol remaja lah, idol itu n inilah,
tp adkah mereka 2 mmg berkebolehan untuk mnjadi idol? cuba kite perhatikn ye, skrg ni shahir juara af8 da jdk idol belia negeri perak, dia mrupakn owg baru dlm industri muzik, so xtw la pe perkembangan shahir yg strosnye kn... lihat plak la kt mawi, juara af3, dulu, 1 johor puji mamat ni, baek la, pandai ngaji la, jdk kn ikon belia gak, tp 4 me, dia 2 cm hampeh,, lame2 owg pon xsuke, kena boo agy 2,  nape mawi jdk cm2????
adkh disebabkn oleh KEKAYAAN yg dikecapinye mnjadikn dia smkn over n melampao smpai owg jadik xsuke kt dia.. hm,, lantaklah,, hidup ni kdg2 di atas, kdg2 di bawah....yg penting, xde sowg pon yg perfect dlm dunia ni, everybodi make mistakes,,  inilah lumrah kehidupan kn,, wslm

dear ain jaya!

haHA,, i juz got nothing to do in diz sem holiday,, btw, i m glad dat u put my name in ur blog, huk5, mcm artis gitu, ahakz! huhuhu

Monday, June 14, 2010

Gio - Bila Cinta - OST Lagenda Budak Setan (Male- Full Version)

Lagenda Budak Setan - Bila Cinta (Female Version)

family

tioman island


mak, ayah, akem

mak at danga bay


banga


akem


liverpool


along at genova, italy


me n mak

pakcik, banga n akem



Friday, June 11, 2010

okie evryone,
diz is my husband, aHAKz!!!
u know, when he was a child, he can be called as fat guy,
very obes ,nope,
damn too obes.. haha
but now, he is very kering koNtang,
i Duno if he had pLasTic sUrgeRy or not..
stil wonDerin ..

coOkIng CoOkiNg

sEmua Owg tW yg Sye ni KuAt mkn, kLo xmKn pOn moLot mSti noN sTop mEngUnyaH...
dA nk wAt cmNe kn, dA bIase meNGunyah, kLo x, MesTi xBest,,
laSt seM 2, sYe asEk2 bEli kUaci 2 riNggIt 2 wT mkn, hahahahhaha
bEsh Mkn sMe2 MAZ, MIDAI, ILIEY, ATEN, MEK, N YG LAEN2, huhuhu
okie,
dIpeNdekkAn ciTer, timbUl gK wSe windo Kt kWn2 u, mAtrix, sCoOl, n sApe2 jE la Yg prnH jdK kWn i, hahahahaha

MISCH U GUYS MUCH2 MORE THAN I MISCH MY FARMVILLE,,
(^^,) the end.... wassalam

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

M@%^

its BeEn a LOng loNg tYme Dat I nEva Meet "dia"...I fuLly heArteD mIsS "dia"....
bIla Nk jUmpE nI....
hmmmmmm

kerja

dlo mse nk abes sem 2, aq punye la brcita2 nk kje tyme cuti,, mcm2 aq plan klo dpt gaji t, nk etu la, nk ini la, tp ble da dok uma, yeah, hampeh...
satu kje pon xpena mnx, aya n mak kate xya la, haahhahahah
so juz dok uma mkn n tido,, itulah yg pg beszzzz
i like, huhu,at the end of the story, i didnt work n i dont ave a money to loiter n i cant do wat i had planned b4,
dats great ryt ,, huhuhuhu

aja!!!!!!

aja_fightin jht, dye xfolow aq pon, hahahahha

Sunday, May 30, 2010

adoiyai


BODOH... cm sial je..
over n melampao!!! sigh!!!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

dont u dare!!!

peringatan!!!!!!
IF U HIT ME, I WOULDN'T HIT U BACK, BUT, I WILL LEAVE A SPECIAL SCARS ON YOUR SKIN,4 U,SO U KEEP IN MIND, NOT 2 DISTURB ME ANYMORE!!!!!!  

Thursday, May 20, 2010

mum n dad

_Please Don't Think its Funny_

Please don’t think its funny,

When I want a hug from you.

Because there’s a lot of time

I need your warmth.



Please don’t think its funny,

When I want a kiss from you.

Because the sweetness of it,

Excelled the honey.



Please don’t think its funny,

When I want you to hold me tight.

Because there’s a time

I’m scared to loss you.



Please don’t think its funny,

When I want to watch your smile.

Because for the whole of my life,

I don’t want to forget my lover

love friends!!!! ;)

You are friendly, kind and caring

Sensitive, loyal and understanding

Humorous, fun, secure and true

Always there... yes that's you.



Special, accepting, exciting and wise

Truthful and helpful, with honest brown eyes

Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright

Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.



You're one of a kind, different from others

Generous, charming, but not one that smothers

Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game

But not just another... in the long chain.



Appreciative, warm and precious like gold

Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old

You'll always be there, I know that is true

I'll always be here... always for you.

what does my birthday says???

Born in 6 december 1990

Exuberant and cheerful. Deep thinker. Good sense of humor. Understanding nature. Faithful towards family, friends and your love. Easy going. Attractive personality. Generous. Amiable. Ambitious

nEnEk kEbAya

Those who have done sinned should repent and ask Allah for forgiveness

y i decided 2 ave a blog??

mmg da lme berCITA2 nk wat blog,
 owever,,dun ave much tyme 2 make it real,
hahahaha...
1 of my fwen (credit to maz) asking me one day..
tenep,, hang xnk wat blog ka,,???
 then,, on dat tyme, mmg membara2 smgt nk wat blog,, huhu..
da stat sign up mse stat cuti sem ritu,
 tp baru ari nie trbuka aty nk membebel2 kt blog ni,,
huhuhu
okie dats all TQ...
haHAHAhaha,, at LAST,, wujud jgk ini blog,,
actually, diz blog is juz 4 fun,
da name pon SUKA-SUKA GEmira ryte,, hahahah